While reading today's full moon article on my favorite all things lunar website, I felt the surge of inspiration rising forth from the depths of my being. (that, or perhaps it is something physical gurgling down there, from the herbal cleanse I'm doing.) Whatever it is, There is a certain sense of change in the air. Can you feel it? Like people are not willing to settle for others' (i.e. government, large institutions, etc.) mediocre vision of the future, so they are rising up and going after their highest visions and dreams. Yesterday I was feeling the almost ever present "tapa" on my energy, that lid that seems to be above my head, saying, "you've reached your limit, your potential now, and you're not growing any farther." But inside I'm screaming, "NO! I am SOOOOO much bigger/brighter/more beautiful/more inspirational (what have you) than this!!". And then I remember one of my mentors saying to me years ago that I was like a plant whose roots have outgrown the pot, and I'm cracking through the clay, struggling to break free from the constraints. And I am still that cracked pot. But today I finally realize that these constraints are not external to my Self, as I so righteously thought before. They are, in fact, coming from within, from my thoughts and past beliefs about my potential and possibilities. OOh! Ouch. No one to blame here, not even my self. The only respite I have is to take full responsibility and examine if those thoughts are even true and try to let them go. That and relax the tension and fill up my energetic with as much Goddess light as possible.
How do you blow the lid off of your life?
Read this article to see what it sparks in you: http://www.mooncircles.com/fullmoon_julia.html